BABY, I'M A SOCIOPATH-a woman serial killer playlist // ”for the women who murder for love and murder for pleasure and every woman in between.” // listen
1. lose your soul- dead man’s bones 2. female robbery- the neighbourhood 3. serial killer- lana del rey 4. counting bodies like sheep (to the rhythm of the war drums)- a perfect circle 5. this ain’t no hymn- saint saviour 6. fresh blood- eels 7. this hollow world- johnny hollow 8. vampire smile- kyla la grange 9. sweet dreams (are made of this)- emily browning
this is really bad and awkward but you know what i tried and that’s all that matters
what am i doing with my life? i’m so pale. i should get out more. i should eat better. my posture is terrible. i should stand up straighter. people would respect me more if i stood up straighter. what’s wrong with me? i just want to connect. why can’t i connect with people? oh, right, it’s because i’m dead. i shouldn’t be so hard on myself, i mean, we’re all dead. this girl is dead, that guy is dead, that guy in the corner is definitely dead. these guys look awful. i wish i could introduce myself, but i don’t remember my name anymore. i mean, i think it started with an r, but that’s all i have left. i can’t remember my name, or my parents, or my job. although my hoodie would suggest i was unemployed.
Your oppression reeks of your greed and disgrace,
So one man has and another has not,
How can you love what it is you have got,
When you took it all from the weak hands of the poor?
Liars and thieves you know not what is in store.
There will come a time I will look in your eye,
You will pray to the God that you always denied
(Dust Bowl Dance, Mumford & Sons)
Bullet: A playlist for Grey.
Bullet: My legs are dangling off the edge. Stomach full of pills didn’t work again. I’ll put a bullet in my head and I’m gone, gone, gone, gone. (x)
Breathe Me: Help. I have done it again. I have been here many times before. Hurt myself again today. And the worst part is there’s no one else to blame. (x)
The Loss: I don’t know why I cut myself. God, give me a sign or help. I won’t cry, it’ll be fine. I’ll take my last breath—push it out my chest till there’s nothing left. (x)
Outside: Someone left the door open. Who left me outside? I’m bent, I’m not broken. Come live in my life. All the words left unspoken are the pages I write. On my knees and I’m hoping that someone holds me tonight, hold me tonight. (x)
Believe: If I went out the backdoor nobody would stop me. But where would I go? ‘Cause I ain’t ever had a real home so what do I know? (x)
Scars: I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much. (x)
Seven Devils: Holy water cannot help you now. (x)
Skyscraper: Go on and try to tear me down. I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper. (x)
All Monsters Are Human: a playlist for Cobalt.
The Bird and The Worm: All alone he turns to stone while holding his breath half to death. (x)
You Found Me: Lost and insecure, you found me. You found me lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded. Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late. You found me, you found me. (x)
Haven’t Met You Yet (Cover by Nick Jonas): I’m not surprised not everything lasts. (x)
Love The Way You Lie (Part 2): On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil. I don’t know why I’m still surprised. Cause even angels have their wicked schemes, and you take that to new extremes. (x)
Home: No matter how hard I try, you’re never satisfied. This is not a home I think I’m better off alone. You always disappear even when you’re here. This is not my home I think I’m better off alone. (x)
How Could This Happen To Me: And I can’t stand the pain. And I can’t make it go away. No I can’t stand the pain…how could this happen to me? (x)
Getting Away With Murder: Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness, I need to calculate what creates my own madness. (x)
Louder Than Thunder: What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow? (x)
Nightmares: a playlist for Admin.
Nightmares: Somewhere all my darkest fears are gathering. It’s not enough to save the day. I can’t escape my nightmares. (x)
Don’t Stop: The road I walk is paved in gold to glorify my platinum soul. I’ll buy my way to talk to god so he can live with what I’m not. (x)
Eyes on Fire: I seek you out and flay you alive. One more word and you won’t survive. (x)
Radioactive: All systems go, sun hasn’t died. Deep in my bones, straight from inside. (x)
We Are: We are we are, we’re made from broken parts. We are, we are, we’re broken from the start. And our hearts, our hearts, they’re beating in the dark. (x)
New Day: I know, I know I’m not right. But I’ve got my whole life. And that’s alright with me.(x)
Echo: Hello, hello, anybody out there? Cause I don’t here a sound. Alone, alone, I don’t really know where the world is but I miss it now. (x)
I Get Wicked: I am not afraid of this mountain in my way. You can push me to my knees I believe. And I am now awake, uncontrolled and not ashamed. When it washes over me I feel free. (x)